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The waiting game sucks. Megan's talking to Paul right now, since I egged her on to beat any and all info out of him on facebook chat. I'm slowly regretting that request, because he pulled a "this is just between us" move. She apologized in advance, but told me that it's looking really good. He's freaking out just as much as I am. UGH!!!!

I was so blown earlier when I was driving Paul home from work. He told me that John (our boss) had taken him off the Sunday schedule from now on. That's the only time we get to see each other, ever. I was talking to Megan about all of this, and I told her three possibilities:

1. He wants to make sure that Paul pulls through with the taking me out part, and is separating us.

2. Doesn't want our work to slip if we do happen to date, because we are in our own little world.

3. He wants Paul to think of other ways we can meet up outside of work, and really get to do something besides bitch and complain about customers.

I was talking to Paul simultaneously with Megan, and we were CLEARLY tip toeing around asking each other if we like one another. We started talking about the DC United game on Saturday, and he kept saying that I should find someone to cover. He doesn't have anyone going with him at the moment. I told him at work that I would love to go, but who can I get to cover. I told him it's my first DCU game, and he told me that I have to find someone to cover. We were thinking of possibilities, and I thought it was so cute that he said, "don't worry, WE will figure it out". Megan told me that he was worrying about Saturday, and what we're going to do HAHAHAHA! He invited me to pho tomorrow, but I told him that I can't eat pho. I said that I would tag along anyways for the company. Megan wanted to have some boys bonding time, but I told her that Paul already made plans for me to join. So the plan is that I have my ipod on full blast and do some homework. She said that she's going to be grinning like an idiot the entire time. I told her that I'm going to be making my trademark annoyed faces at her. I said that I didn't have any money, and she was already covering Paul. She's going to buy me a tea, since I reminded her that I don't drink coffee.

I've been trying to keep myself preoccupied by listening to the new AFI cd that's on their myspace. I told Megan that I was impatient about their new cd coming out on Tuesday, and now there's this whole Paul thing! SUCKS! I kept playing "Too shy to scream" over and over, and decided that I need to change it up. So Across the Universe it was! I'm so nervous. Apparently he's just as nervous as I am. Oh my God...I can't believe this. I know John will have a ton of questions for me on Friday. I knew there was something up, especially since Paul quietly asked me if I could give him a ride home tonight, instead up putting it out there. Normally Eric would take him, since he's going Paul's way.

OMG...freaking out. I'm blaming tonight's insomnia entirely on Megan. She told me it'll be a fun insomnia, but the after effects won't be.