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"There is far too much cruelty in the world, and despite the fact that this should no longer surprise me, somehow I never cease to be amazed at the depths to which we will sink."~M.M.

Why do I have a feeling this is about me? In fact, I KNOW this is about me. Yes, I'm cruel and heartless and a hateful bitch, but guess what? I'm just returning the favor! One thing that people don't know about me is that I've been living this bullshit my whole life. I know what it's like to have people stab you in the back, use and abuse you, etc. Don't expect me to be so quick to forgive someone after doing me wrong.

You can preach to me all you want to forgive and forget, but forgive me if I'm trying to be a first class sucker. You can say "ignoring" won't change anything, but it sure does help preventing confrontation. The options were to beat the shit out of him or ignore him. He's trying to reverse the roles by playing the victim. After months of not speaking, he decides that he wants to blow up my phone with calls and messages again. The birthday greeting was supposedly the "olive branch" that he was trying to extend. She thinks that I should tell him my stance on why I don't want to talk to him, even though he knows exactly why. She told me that she went over to his house to help with the dog, and she found the birthday card that I hand made for his birthday two years ago sitting on his desk. He's supposedly extremely hurt, and is trying to place the blame all on me. She tells me that it's the silence that scares him the most. Listen...are you listening? It's the sound of me not giving a damn.

Ignoring the problem may not be the best solution for everyone, but it's the best solution for me. Like I told everyone before the start of the new semester, I don't want any drama for this new year. All of this was literally so last year, and I'm done. SO stop rehashing everything from the past and move on with your lives!