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I find it harder and hard to get over this situation of being placed back into last year's drama. Like "Kim" said, "there are some people in which it is necessary to let go, no matter how long you've known them." True. I'm slowly weening myself away from those certain people.

On the positive front, things are looking up in the work force. John will hopefully start training me for the cake maker's position, I have an interview at Panera for a cashier position where the pay is higher, and I just took the test for a position in a government job. I passed the exam and my interview for Panera is on Monday. I won't hear back from the government until the end of March, so let's hope all is well. God willing, these jobs will help me pay my expenses and pay back my loan with enough saved.

Tomorrow is my hangout day with Manboy and Kim. Of course the family goes and ruins our plans with their "we're celebrating Kylie's birthday, be there!" And the "Be there" isn't an invite, it's a command. I'm sorry, but after a month of saying "we're not celebrating her birthday or celebrating anything until her first communion," don't expect any of us to drop our plans to accommodate yours. Kim and I are already trying to think of something to get out of this, while Manboy wants to go. I don't have the patience to be around Kylie, especially after a long day at school with not much sleep. Why doesn't she fall down the stairs again, and we'll all yell "Happy Birthday!" I'm sorry, but her fall down the stairs over the weekend was hilarious! It was karma getting her back for being such a pain in the ass! She was fighting with her mom and she starts running down the stairs and missed a step. She rolled down the stairs the entire way. My two uncles weren't much help, either. One was on his laptop and saw her fall. He starts yelling "OH! OH OH!" And starts raising his laptop like it's about to fall and he's trying to catch it. That same uncle starts asking her what's hurt while she's sitting on the floor wailing, and he goes "Tell me what's hurt? Your feelings?" I try to conceal my laughter, but mom slaps my arm. I look over at her, and she had a stifling laugh. I look behind her and another uncle is laughing. I look to the side and cover my mouth with my jacket so no one can see me laughing. Then he said, "Nobody ever rely on **insert name here**, because he'll save his laptop first before he saves you!" I had to hide my laughter again. We all planned out going out to dinner, so they said that someone should inform next door. I quickly volunteered and ran next door. I told Kim, and she was dying with laughter. She said, "That's what you get, bitch!" So we're scheming to get out of attending her last minute birthday party since they do this shit all the time. Cousin or not, if you tell me for a month that there's nothing going on and then change your mind the night before, don't expect me to be there! How do you know that I don't have anything else to do? Kim brought up the fact that she could have a date. Hello Kitty said that he talked to Kylie's mom, and she asked if Kim and I were going to attend. The options so far are:
1. Fake that we lost track of time
2. Show up for a few minutes to an hour and then dip
3. Just not show up period. Hey, we had plans already!

Hello Kitty says that we should make an appearance just to rescue him. We told him that there's no way he's going to escape with his mother right there. We still don't understand what his mother's problem with us is. You know there's something wrong when he has to do a jail break escape from his COUSIN'S HOUSE! Like I said, I have no patience to be around that brat. They're pulling another last minute thing, and honestly I don't think it's fair that they demand I reschedule plans just for them. When people ask them to do it, they throw a shit fit. My stance is that we just don't show up at all. It's always the usual, "Oh! What are you going to eat?" Um...let's see, it's been what? Five years? FIVE YEARS. I have no reason to show up. All we do is sit there. Then they'll find something to criticize you. Knowing Hello Kitty, everyone knows of my career changes. They'll find a way to nit pick about my career choices. Um, unless you want to give me a nice job being someone's secretary at your jobs, then shut up! I just now thought of this, but what if Kourtney decides to show up. I have absolutely no patience to hear her broken record bitching. Yup, I say we just not show up.